Cheated, Betrayed, Hurt;
I feel cheated.
I feel betrayed.
I feel so, so hurt.
How could you DO this to me?
I made a mistake.
I trusted YOU.
I told you my deepest secret.
You repay me with:
"Hey, she knows. I told her."
For a moment, my world darkened.
You TOLD HER on my secret.
I did what I could only do at the moment,
Walk away.
My mind told me to leave.
To go away.
I walked away.
I dont know why you did this to me.
Why?
I didnt do anything bad to you, did I?
I trusted you, I thought that you were a close friend I could share something with.
But you taught me, secrets should only be shared with one and one person alone:
YOURSELF.
They say a friend is someone who comes in when the whole world has gone out.
Nobody came in.
They left me behind.
"I feel so freakin mad
I just wanna make you sad
Like kicking your ass so that you look bad
And then laugh as you go running to your dad."
Made this up to help me laugh off the miserableness.
Eh,it worked out pretty good.
Lol.
My survival items :
A hug from Mom (Thank you. You made me feel better.)
My pillow (Thank you for always being there.)
Friday, June 27, 2008,10:03 AM |
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