So much has happened since I left for Genting on Thursday. Well yeah, today is Sunday and I'm back in Penang as always but that day, Thursday, remains vivid in my mind as if it just happened yesterday.
I still can't believe what happened. I know. I have said it a gazillion times since that day.
It was a rather misty day in Genting and I was shivering from head to toe. Plus I was wearing TWO jackets. I don't know what the hell was my body up to. I usually don't because my body seems to have a mind of it's own and my brain is useless. Honestly, it's just Genting! Hello?!
So fast-forward what my cousins did in the car which I will not mention cuz I'll not risk my readers from disappearing, what I had for dinner which was really good, and my babysitting gig(okay, maybe I'll mention later)-to my life's major turning point.
He loved me. I loved him too.
Fate brought us together and now has put us to a test, a trial to examine the strength of our love.
OMG that was what HE said!-fine, part of it- yes yes, you DO understand right? Fiction come true!!! -most likely from some books he's been reading. or what?!
Okay okay I know I sound like a schoolgirl-or maybe not so much like one- who's giddy about being in love.
Yet, even though I SO do not want to admit, I am. In love, I mean. Very much.
And I STILL can't believe what happened. My brain got paralyzed by Cupid. Curse him.
Oh yeah, after you-you know who you are- read this, please do not stop me from pg-13-ing. You know I love it. x)
Sunday, November 30, 2008,3:13 PM |
Bloggie B'day Cheer
Happy Burfday Bloggie!
happy birthday to youuuuu happy birthday to youuuuu happy birthday dear BLOGGIEEEE happy birthday to YOUUUUU!
Yayyy~! My dearest bloggie has turned a year old! Woah... honestly, have I been blogging for a year already? It's seems too fast. Time really does fly. Well, I just hope that bloggie and I will go on shouting our stories out loud for the whole world to hear! &&hopefully conquer the world someday!
We stayed at Shangri-La's Rasa Sayang-cuz my hippy uncle had gotten 2 free rooms(that had an amazing view of the sea)-for a day. A really AWESOME day. -yes I don't get the chance of going overseas. But still I'm thankful for what I have than those poor tsunami/earthquake victims.
Some say a picture tell a thousand words. Get ready for a lot of sampat photos.
Ultraman Tiga My bro&cousins
It just happens that my brother had loads of photos taken.
My rabbit teeth is ginormous. OMG. We spent an afternoon at the pool. The pool was big. BIG. and very blue.
not to mention, me and my cousin clan kao chao-ed the ang moh children. LOL Then the DAD came. The aussie DAD with six packs and a watergun.
Oh course we scrambled. Fast!
We then had dinner at Teluk Bahang. SEAFOOD. I took pictures but I don't have them now, yeah so sorry.
We had a very cheesy lobster which tasted like heaven, grilled crabs, la la~, greens with gravy...hmmm, I think that was all.
We went back to the hotel and played cards. I watched Ratatouille too. I LOVE Ratatouille(rat-tat-too-ee. remember the trailer?). Remy and Emile. So freakin cute!
-&&I remember watching it with Phuay Yee, Renie and Sab! We came in late remember?
Okay so I still have some stray photos here, I think I will post them all.
Ahh... I've been absent for a few days, and I'm sorry for the lack of posts.
BUT. I've just realised something...something REALLY REAAAAAALLY, IMPORTANT.
OMG, it's almost my dearest bloggie's 1-year old birthday/ anniversary!*jumps up and down with bloggie!*
Yes, it's on the 30th of November. The deadline of NaNoWriMo!http://www.nanowrimo.org/ Which stands for the National Novel Writing Month- I found that out on Meg's blog- a cool activity that gives you moral support to write a small novel of 175 pages(10,000 words).
Unfortunately I found this out last week so yeah I don't have time left. Sad. Nevermind then, I will just go on working on a small novel this hols. But like Meg said in her blog "(NaNoWriMo)IT’S NOT A COMPETITION. It’s a challenge." Yep, I WILL stick to that. PLedge-ingly.
omg what did I JUST do?! Pledge that I will write a novel-small BUT STILL- this hols?!
Fine. A pledge is a PLEDGE. Even though I SO regret it.
Oh yeah I haven't filled ya guys up on what I was up to the past days.
I went Sunway Carnival Mall-ahaha the name is cute, btw it's in Butterworth NOT the Sunway we all know in uh, Sunway-last Friday to shop with my oh-so-damn-cool aunt. She's like SO hippy y'know.
ps VOIR 50% Sale! Iwannagooooooo! I have NOTHING to wear! There's a wedding commmmin up TOO!
We also dropped by at Popular. My uncle needed a FengShui book- he actually sat down on the FLOOR and started reading, honestly my uncle and aunt are the hippiest- but then he put it down. I found Queen of Babble IN THE BIG CITY- like, FINALLY!- and finished it yesterday. Haha fast forward. It was SO FUNNY! Great. I LOVED it. So better than the first.
So on Saturday we packed some stuff and headed out to Batu Ferringhi! It was so FUN. A foodie-packed holiday was really what I needed.
SHIT i gotta go. WILL be CONTINUED. I MEAN it.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008,2:52 PM |
I'm going to hunt a mountain lion. I heard from JuiceTin that they are really tasty. Yumm.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008,4:12 PM |
I miss my dad, I miss my friends, I miss my home, I miss my room, I miss my reliable comp.
I miss falling asleep watching the deep orange sky outside my window; I miss waking up to the birds singing and mother's trill. I miss my bed with too many pillows; I miss my messy but comfy room. I miss the books that had sat on my shelves for a decade; I miss the schoolbag that's on my chair. I miss my friends that laugh as loud an elephant; I miss school that brought me endless smiles. I miss the days my dad was always there for me, I miss the song of a happy family.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008,7:13 PM |
After staring at the lame comp for a day, I finally found the correct line and switch. OMG finally. I was gonna die from boredom if not for the daily updates of weather for hunting mountain lions and calls from S. Or ass.Okay, non-intentional.
I am in Penang if you did not know. Penang is also known as very kampung-ish. Uh-kayy, maybe to me only.
Face it, there is NO tv here. Yes of course there is a tv but NO connection. Ugh. How can someone that owns a iPHONE does NOT have a TV!
So basically my survival items are a)internet-lame server, but still- b)various movies-that I'm watching all over again and again- c) jam!
There are so many types of jam here! *estactic* Blueberry jam, what's-it's-name jam, cranberry jam...the whole fridge is dedicated to jam. Ahahaha-been doing that lately, don't know why?!- my uncle(who's a very nice guy who has panda eyes) is a jam enthusiast.
PS Vihanna! I finished my books yesterday! I have nothing to read AGAIN!
I pratically devour books these days, nothing to do.
Hey guys! Apparently John was unhappy about not mentioning him at the last post, so yeah, here goes:
Edit: Hit curfew at 4pm. Aww, was sad to go. I realllllllllly enjoyed it although Hammdai was absent. Idk. _______________________________________________________________
Edited: Hit curfew at 4pm. Aww, was sad to go. I realllllllllly enjoyed it although Hammdai was absent. Idk. John couldn't go too, we both missed him but neverthrless, we had a hell of a good time.
Oh and the Verrrronica thing, it's just a nickname. I wanted Vihanna but... ;D
I'm sure Chun Huay will be very happy after dedicating a post to his question. Okay, fine. I had nothing to post so after seeing John's troubled "???"s I decided to post about it. Hehe.
Sunday, November 16, 2008,9:14 PM |
- Pick your birth month . - Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you . - Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 peoples
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.
Honestly, I think this tag is kinda really zi nian y'know. LOL. But I'll do it anyway.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken.Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous.Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk active. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive.Stubborn.
Uh-kayyy...sexy is missing. LOL XD
Saturday, November 15, 2008,10:41 PM |
LOL Ignore the stupid title.
Uh-kayy, so yeah today was definately one of the goodest-bestest-terrific-est day of meeee life!
-I went kai kai-ing with Veronica!
I reached 1U at 11am, kan dong kan xi also tak dapat cari Veronica. Luckily she called my cell, so we met up at TGV. I rushed up and I saw Veronica and her parents. Finally! We bought tickets for HSM 3: Senior Year, I grabbed some chips and we fled into the cinema.
Aww. We missed the trailers. Boo. -Yes I love watching the trailers thankyouverymuch.
So we sank into our comfy seats and the movie started. Psst, there were a hell lot of kiddies there. When the show started with Troy's yamm-looking sweaty face, and the Now or Never started blaring out of the speakers, the girl girl behind me was like, singing on the top of her voice. No mistakes in the lyrics part either. HSM mega-fan.
So much for Hannah Montana.
Okay... so the movie was, y'know kinda boring. I mean, once you sat down and saw PG13scenes of Troy and Gabriella, you knew they would be together blah blah blah. The songs were good though. And Chad's hair is haha, cute. I would like to have a look at Susan's face if she saw it. Her face would go purple eh?
Oh and Sharpay Evans is such a great actor/poser. I want it all! LOL Another golden moment was when Troy finished screaming at the the ending of "Scream", a boy boy screamed. As in a little cute ahhh~! Adorable HSM wannabes.
The movie ended at around 1.30pm and Veronica and I went to Wong Kok for lunch. A plate of spaghetti with mushrooms and mushroomy sauce. Very yummy and mushroomy, I must say. Hehe. We also ordered a cup of Blue sprite-ish+Pink ice cream drink. Share pun tak habis. LOL
Empty plate and another plate with some left mee. Oh and also the blue drink( the strawberry ice-cream melted!).
Veronica ahh veronica.
Then we went to purikura. A favourite. Scrambled around choosing the various purikura machines. Chose a hidden blue one next to the Hannah Montana/Disco dancefloor machine. As usual, we were very kan cheong-run here run there; pose here pose there-;-D
After this we went shopping. We barged into Forever21-ahahaha-and Padini, scouting for shoes and clothes, or more likely, accessories. I needed earrings and V wanted a ring. -a Virginity Ring. LOL
I couldn't help but buy 2 books in MPH and we went back to accessory-shopping. We got to Diva's and found what we were looking for. Veronica bought this veryveryveryvery beautiful black butterfly ring. It was like soooooooo cool. Totally would go hand in hand with black nail polish topped with white. Oh yeah, and next time we go there together, I'll convice her to buy the matching butterfly chandelier-like earrings.
I got a set of earrings, basic ones. Me likey.
Hit curfew at 4pm. Aww, was sad to go. I realllllllllly enjoyed it although Hammdai was absent. Idk.
IWANTITALL! OMG! It's fanstatic. Really. That's why back in school Hamdai, Natalie & Chun Huay were like singing it. Ok, well, most of the time, Hamdai was like singing/screaming the song. Haha, Sharpay's attidue is like- WOAH. Love it.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008,6:27 PM |
OMG. Talk about immature. I mean, umm, Joe breaking up with Taylor over a 25 second phone call? That's like, so freakin low. Ugh. After this and Camp Rock, he disgusts me.
"See? This one comes with a phone so he can break up with other dolls." LOL. Hilarious. Totally made my day.
Monday, November 10, 2008,9:03 PM |
Honestly, after seeing talking to one of my friends, the I-wanna-die mood is back. OMG, seriously what's wrong with me?! It's not like they did anything wrong, they each have their own lives to live, I can't control what they wanna do or who they wanna be.
What was I thinking? Oh-kay... it's not like I'd commited a deadly crime or something, but I'd always thought that ear-piercing was, y'know, kinda not my thing. Ok, fine, I'll admit it: I thought that ear-piercing was, um, like kinda a sorry thing to do to my body. I mean, put holes in it?! What?!
Then today came, and while I was shopping in 1U with my mum and all, the idea of getting my ears pierced jumped into my head. As always, I spoke without thinking, "Mom, I wanna get my ears pierced."
*embarassing scene where my sister is jumping up and down*
Surprisingly, my sister was the one who was the happiest. Weird. So after we'd finished our shopping- Jusco, Dave Deli's for lunch, MPH- we went to Poh Kong's.
"Ear-piercing." "Ahh, here are the earrings."
RM20 for the fake blue crystal with silver-rimmed edges. Eh, not cheap.
So, 123bang! 123bang!, my ears got pierced. Whoosh.
Uh-kayy... it looks kinda nice really, so now I can accompany my sister on her earring-shoppings.
Yes, I'm definately flaunting it. I don't know why.
"Change." "Yes we can."
Congrats! I'm waiting for the First Dog! LOL.
Sunday, November 9, 2008,7:10 PM |
Well... maybe life's slowly going back to normal- even though after those series of events, I certainly doubt it- again.
If you love something let it go; If it was meant to be, it will come back to you. I'd looked too deeply into his eyes; I fell right into them without knowing the circumstances. But if I can bear to let them go; I know that someday, if it belongs to me, it will return.
PS OMG this is so cheesy, I can't believe I wrote this. That totally spoiled the mood.
Oh wells, this means that I have gone through the emo phase.
I am so stupid. I thought that the last day of school would mean something. But hell yeah I was wrong. I was so, so wrong. It's nothing more than a piece of shit. Friendships messed up, akward relationships, betrayal, silence, tears. There wasn't even one single happy moment, it was a total heart-wrenching scene.
He won't tell me why; Her mood has gone crazy; He won't even look at me; She didn't even come; He doesn't have the guts to say; She just doesn't want another problem; Letters torn; Songs broken.
I can't even described how hellish the day was. It was like my entire life had no meaning and sense, I was just living in a nightmare and I couldn't wake up.
I thought that he would at least say something; But I guess smiling and pretending is easier. I thought that our friendship meant a lot to us; But maybe something more important came between us and he chose the better one. I thought that she would come and save me from this madness; Perhaps I was just too far to reach out for. I thought it was over; But I could not see myself ignoring someone, thus making me more confuse. I thought I was somebody, something real and true; Then reality swallows me back in telling me I'm no more than a speck of dust. I wish I could tell him how much I love him; Maybe it's better to keep my mouth shut. I hoped I would leave happily with more new memories; Yet, all I get is a broken heart.
Maybe I wasn't meant to be here, but something went wrong and here I am, a girl living with a tear in her eye.
Perhaps it would all turn out okay when I put a fullstop to my life here and begin a new one somewhere else.
Friday, November 7, 2008,10:37 PM |
I did it!
OMG OMG OMG YAY! 14!!!! I did it! I really did it! Mom!!!
P.S iloveyou hamdai&veronica!
Thursday, November 6, 2008,1:51 AM |
Veronica, that bitch isn't even worth your time, so yeah, the next time I see her, which is, probably Monday, I'm gonna give her a piece of my mine. Or, perhaps if I'm cranky, I'll kick her ass and bust her hole. Yes, I'm serious. Perfectly serious. I won't and I certainly shall not tolerate with her behaviour towards you. So yeah, Miss Sucky Liu, keep a look out for your ass. You might find it missing. Or worse, displayed in your custom-made coffin. Hell yeah, stop messing with the Hasta La Vistas. Watch your tongue or I'll make sure it's ripped out from your mouth.
Sunday, November 2, 2008,9:09 PM |
i am fifteen years old, and fell in love with poetry recently.
okay, and maybe not only with that.
feel free to be inspired by the world. don't lock all your emotions inside you, express them and share.
share with someone who listens.
with the world.
the world needs more inspirations than tears, you know.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
thankyou for visiting. I hope something here makes you smile.