i guess i am prone to doing pointless things. hmm. Using google map to get directions from my house to your house, very much pointless when i'm car-less, bicycle-less or even just permission-less.
sigh. and all i want is to catch a glimpse of you.
I've never really told anyone a thourough love story of mine. Mainly because I'm afraid of the doubts and disagreement that would surely come pelting at me.
i'm in love with a boy who lives far, far away.
Being a fifteen year old malaysian girl kinda prevents me from meeting this boy due to traditional thinking, high crime rate and bad transportation system.
Still, all my mind thinks about is reaching up to run my hands through his hair and kissing him softly.
i am crazy. more or less. because. there is. no way. this would happen.
i wish and wish and wish. that you'd appear right before my eyes and take my hands to comfort me by untangling the uncomplicatedness.
Yeah. And the whole world knows that wishing never got anyone anywhere.
You ask me to promise you I'd wait. How can I even promise you that when we can't even SEE each other in a span of two years?
you said your life is a lie. little did you know, that statement bled my heart. i don't want to live a lie. nor have you live one either.
Friday, October 29, 2010,8:39 PM |
thankyou world for all the encouragement. PMR is SO nailed. (:
bye bye aku anak timur, kapten hassan and merdeka! squared. (: yes i will miss you kapten hassan, you have been a great company during wee hours and dark nights.
i am perfectly serious.
haha, you know why? because my kajian novel notes are so aweeesome. obviously. i made them myself (;
to the form threes of malaysia, keep on conquering and sweating! mmm, a few months of freedom awaits. (:
(on second thought, i think i have only one month of lalala-ing. damn band.)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010,1:27 PM |
i am fifteen years old, and fell in love with poetry recently.
okay, and maybe not only with that.
feel free to be inspired by the world. don't lock all your emotions inside you, express them and share.
share with someone who listens.
with the world.
the world needs more inspirations than tears, you know.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
thankyou for visiting. I hope something here makes you smile.