take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are.
i remember watching Pride and Prejudice with Wingky two long years ago,
and your face kept appearing in my mind.
i'm quite fond of english movies. with their quaintly predictable storyline, country-like settings, breathtaking sceneries, boy and girl falling in love scheme- well, it's a 'comfort' movie. it makes you wanna believe in happily-ever-after endings. (:
after daily tolls in life, everybody needs that. at least once in a while.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010,8:37 PM |
a gift of life.gov.my
i'm gonna pledge to become an organ donor.
Monday, December 27, 2010,11:29 PM |
Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.
quoted Peter T. McIntyre.
facebook still scares me. jeez. i can find out about so many stuff just by scanning through their profiles or photos. ohdear. god. ):
scary ): ): ):
well. enough with the bad. (: (earnestly squeezing up a smile) The percussion section leader had me practice on the snaredrum today. He had told me before about putting me for snare at the coming form one orientation day event. Yay :D okay, after i finish a giddy prayer of thanks, snare (hell-like) drills started. I don't have any complaints, well, at least not much (: haha. (my legs ache from standing, snaring, cycling and balancing etc) (my fingers are gonna be deformed soon) (mmm. i didn't drink enough water too)
it's worth it. all of the hard time, scoldings, pain, sweat, farts(?), lamp, cat, dog, miao... okay yeah i'm gettin carried away. excuse me (:
still, humans, or loud messy-haired weirdos like me-- i need encouragement. you can't shoot me down with your saliva machine gun, but of course you leave me wounded or scarred. i won't get killed easily, just tired, dry and exhausted.
again, humans, or those with engine-operated arms and crooked teeth, rarely praise. shoot me down have me crawl extend a hand just to push me back again.
i only hope that i'll be able to remind myself that i can choose to be fearless, to encourage oneself.
when people forget to praise you, don't forget to praise yourself. your body needs it; your mind draws strength from it.
give yourself a clap, a cheer, a reward when you yourself know you excelled. and when you've done that, try praising others of their good too. this world(or a certain messy-haired girl) desperately need it.
i am loved by You who takes my breath away and then makes me breathe again by simply making me laugh, listening to my thoughts, clearing my doubts, forgiving my flaws and loving me for who i am.
you make the flowers bloom and the sun shine in my life.
i love you more than words can express, more than rain can fall, more than the sea loves meeting the shore.
i am forever thankful to have met you, gotten to know you, and later falling in love with you. because of you, i believe in love. simple, pure, uncomplicated love. love that brings joy and peace; laughter and smiles, silences and comfort.
i love you, honeybunny.
Sunday, December 26, 2010,2:56 PM |
one joy scatters a hundred griefs :D
hello! it's post-christmas (:
and even though i haven't had a break since the start of the holidays, i'm really glad i got all kinds of new experiences and made so much more friends during these two busy months. To think about it, band took up almost all of my time. Yeah, from the Penang state competition (band was awarded the gold medal!), to the practices for the CLB concert tour (KL, Johor, Singapore) to the rehearsals and exchanges with other schools-- PHEW. PHEW AND wow every moment felt amazing. (:
I sleep so soundly these days. Either i'm dead tired or just have the rare calm feeling deep inside my chest. Oh, mom mentioned that i sleep with a smile too (:
i'll share a few of my favourite shots: this tom-skin from super-friendly Hwa Chong Instituition percussionists! for me, it seems like the perfect exchange gift :D
Chinatown. Or Nui Che Shui in mandarin. Cow Car Water? Cow Cart River? i have no idea. (; see those pretty lanterns!
me and my percussion family (: clockwise being:zhendong(papa), ziqing(mama), chinyee(ERRR-section leader), qiaoli(future band prez!) and yours truly :D
see? a different dongzhi experience at a foreign country (: bliss.
Both Qiaoli and I achieved straight As for our recent PMR exams :D *cheeeers*
course there's you and me, and all other people, but i don't know why, i can't keep my eyes off you.
i just want you to know, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. i fall in love with you deeper every time i hear your voice. i say sorry so much because i hate letting you down, disappointing you. you mean so much to me.
yes, i know you say small things don't matter, but i guess i just want to be the best of myself for you.
because of you, i want to be so much better.
let me be.
'thankyou.' it's a word i should say as much as those three words.
go on. continue to leave me breathless and in awe for being the amazing person you are. (:
you make me the luckiest girl ever. hahaha. and a sentimental one too (;
ohyeah, i made eggs for breakfast with my sister and brother today! they loved the tomato one even though it was slightly charred.
mmm. i wonder who urged me. hahahaha :D
Wednesday, December 15, 2010,10:18 PM |
sticks and stones by jonsi is replaying in my ears
new layout! (:
well, i came by a website and saw this beautiful scrunched-up-paper blogskin and fell in love with it. thus busied myself with those html stuff :D
the maker is Wicked Icy, a malaysian i think. you can look for her link at the credit page (:
okay, i meant the butter page.
yeah and i got bored and made a formspring account. then left it rotting. only to revive it just a couple of days ago.
the robbed that smiles, steals something away from the thief.
-william shakespeare, othello
&yellow is a happy colour. (:
Tuesday, December 7, 2010,2:03 PM |
what type of posts start with an "i love you"?
You're all I live, think and breathe.
(: and i don't want to be greedy, but I have just the urge to hold on to your hand and show the whole world how lucky I am to have someone like you.
i keep replaying you in my head. i guess that's all i'm able to think about these days.
yeah and did you say
if only my eyes were a camera i would take a thousand pictures right now
(: hahah, you, my dear, just made me a haiku.
Thursday, December 2, 2010,6:45 PM |
i am fifteen years old, and fell in love with poetry recently.
okay, and maybe not only with that.
feel free to be inspired by the world. don't lock all your emotions inside you, express them and share.
share with someone who listens.
with the world.
the world needs more inspirations than tears, you know.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
thankyou for visiting. I hope something here makes you smile.