Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong.
quoted Peter T. McIntyre.
facebook still scares me.
jeez. i can find out about so many stuff just by scanning through their profiles or photos. ohdear. god.
):
scary ): ): ):
well. enough with the bad. (: (earnestly squeezing up a smile)
The percussion section leader had me practice on the snaredrum today. He had told me before about putting me for snare at the coming form one orientation day event.
Yay :D
okay, after i finish a giddy prayer of thanks, snare (hell-like) drills started. I don't have any complaints, well, at least not much (: haha.
(my legs ache from standing, snaring, cycling and balancing etc)(my fingers are gonna be deformed soon)(mmm. i didn't drink enough water too)it's worth it. all of the hard time, scoldings, pain, sweat, farts(?), lamp, cat, dog, miao... okay yeah i'm gettin carried away. excuse me (:
still, humans, or loud messy-haired weirdos like me--
i need encouragement.
you can't shoot me down with your saliva machine gun, but of course you leave me wounded or scarred.
i won't get killed easily, just tired, dry and exhausted.
again, humans, or those with engine-operated arms and crooked teeth, rarely praise.
shoot me down
have me crawl
extend a hand
just to push me back
again.
i only hope that i'll be able to remind myself that i can choose to be fearless, to encourage oneself.
when people forget to praise you, don't forget to praise yourself.
your body needs it; your mind draws strength from it.
give yourself a clap, a cheer, a reward when you yourself know you excelled.
and when you've done that, try praising others of their good too.
this world(or a certain messy-haired girl) desperately need it.
Monday, December 27, 2010,10:04 PM |
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