Nothing
I am so stupid.
I thought that the last day of school would mean something.
But hell yeah I was wrong.
I was so, so wrong.
It's nothing more than a piece of shit.
Friendships messed up, akward relationships, betrayal, silence, tears.
There wasn't even one single happy moment, it was a total heart-wrenching scene.
He won't tell me why;
Her mood has gone crazy;
He won't even look at me;
She didn't even come;
He doesn't have the guts to say;
She just doesn't want another problem;
Letters torn;
Songs broken.
I can't even described how hellish the day was.
It was like my entire life had no meaning and sense, I was just living in a nightmare and I couldn't wake up.
I thought that he would at least say something;
But I guess smiling and pretending is easier.
I thought that our friendship meant a lot to us;
But maybe something more important came between us and he chose the better one.
I thought that she would come and save me from this madness;
Perhaps I was just too far to reach out for.
I thought it was over;
But I could not see myself ignoring someone, thus making me more confuse.
I thought I was somebody, something real and true;
Then reality swallows me back in telling me I'm no more than a speck of dust.
I wish I could tell him how much I love him;
Maybe it's better to keep my mouth shut.
I hoped I would leave happily with more new memories;
Yet, all I get is a broken heart.
Maybe I wasn't meant to be here, but something went wrong and here I am, a girl living with a tear in her eye.
Perhaps it would all turn out okay when I put a fullstop to my life here and begin a new one somewhere else.
Friday, November 7, 2008,10:37 PM |
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