I am so stupid. I thought that the last day of school would mean something. But hell yeah I was wrong. I was so, so wrong. It's nothing more than a piece of shit. Friendships messed up, akward relationships, betrayal, silence, tears. There wasn't even one single happy moment, it was a total heart-wrenching scene.
He won't tell me why; Her mood has gone crazy; He won't even look at me; She didn't even come; He doesn't have the guts to say; She just doesn't want another problem; Letters torn; Songs broken.
I can't even described how hellish the day was. It was like my entire life had no meaning and sense, I was just living in a nightmare and I couldn't wake up.
I thought that he would at least say something; But I guess smiling and pretending is easier. I thought that our friendship meant a lot to us; But maybe something more important came between us and he chose the better one. I thought that she would come and save me from this madness; Perhaps I was just too far to reach out for. I thought it was over; But I could not see myself ignoring someone, thus making me more confuse. I thought I was somebody, something real and true; Then reality swallows me back in telling me I'm no more than a speck of dust. I wish I could tell him how much I love him; Maybe it's better to keep my mouth shut. I hoped I would leave happily with more new memories; Yet, all I get is a broken heart.
Maybe I wasn't meant to be here, but something went wrong and here I am, a girl living with a tear in her eye.
Perhaps it would all turn out okay when I put a fullstop to my life here and begin a new one somewhere else.
Friday, November 7, 2008,10:37 PM |
i am fifteen years old, and fell in love with poetry recently.
okay, and maybe not only with that.
feel free to be inspired by the world. don't lock all your emotions inside you, express them and share.
share with someone who listens.
with the world.
the world needs more inspirations than tears, you know.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
thankyou for visiting. I hope something here makes you smile.