life is a maze and love is a riddle

You Belong With Me by Taylor is a nice vid. Sweet, predictable happily-ever-afters, something everyone wants.

I'd always loved Science classes. I mean, going to the science lab is the greatest. You can enjoy munching on Rockies and chat the day period away with your also chatty friends, catch up on homework or just relax. Usually that means having a lil' nap in the dark, cosy science lab. mmmm.

Too bad I don't have anyone to snuggle with.
): phwooee

haha. Well, I'm glad I aced in my recent exams. Guess that after the pain has gone, you do get back normal. Normal with some deeply-appreciated scoring superpowers (:

School's still the same ol' loony bin, no different from here and there, cranky teachers and murderous peers. The discipline teacher forced me to get a fringe. Ran into the toilet stalls and had a small sob. I dislike change.

Just so you know, I pushed the fringe outta my face forehead, and yeah worked around it. Accepted it, got used to it, and moved on.

A smile shines again on my face.

Still gotta mention this though, things get a little different after mid-year.
You get along better with your seatmate, the monkeys behind you, the girls in your class, the crazy boys, the teachers know your name, and even though the cute guy in class still has not said a word to you, you catch his eye once in a while.

Enough to have you quit lingering in the past and move on. Go on.

Giggles and whispers with the gals, hooting and screaming with the guys, life does seems okay.

This Saturday is a public holiday. Finally a Saturday which I don't need to wake up early to. Band practice, cancelled.
Woots! ;D

Drumming. I think I'm serious. (= yay. I have reached my calling LOL where did THAT came from??

tata for now hees :DDD

please don't leave me

hey (=
thanks to alllll the lovely peeps who wished me a hap hap hap happy birthday. I was really happy hees ;D thanks.

Especially to the tofu. So sweet lahh you. ;) thankyouu
*hugggggle tofu* aiya haven't reply, paiseh.

& to my beloved sister Ning,
happy birthday! (don't mind me, the belated ran away!)
missing you seriously, eeeeeeeee! take care ya :D

i miss callin' "daddy".

I haven't seen you for 8 months. Days go by but nothing made me stop thinking and missing you every day.

happy father's day.
I'm waiting for the day it comes.

you're all choked up and i'm okay

happy birthday WEN YU!
(= hahahaha wow im seriously impressed that you STILL regconize my voice.
partayyyy safe ya. don't do what I would ;D

mmmmmm watched a hell lotta movies and emptied a hell lotta more pints of ice-creams.
oh god. my belllyy. not funny.

Watched Terminator. Much better than I expected. Good action scenes, good lines and good lookers. Yeah, and I thought that the story's content was well done.

(: Sam Worthington aka Marcus Wright in the movie

spoiler alert. don't say that I didnt warn you.

ahhhhhh. He was cut-out for the job terminator.
terminator face? check.
terminator muscles? check.
terminator height? check! (6'2-as in, 188cm)
terminator quotes? check check.
terminator sexiness? hell check!!

"let me down."
"if i let you down, you'll kil everyone in this room."
"just you, connor."

so hot can die. weeesh.

&& he looked reallllly familiar plus had a thick accent. Turns out he was the jackass in the movie "Rogue".

oh yeah, Kyle Reese was cute too.

Anton Yelchin. Another star to look out for.

BUT guess what? My sister actually said this:
"I like John Connor."


-then turned a deep shade of pink after mom and I burst out laughing.
not that i'm against christian bale or anything, no. but you really should have seen the look in her face, she was in awe.

you like old men?*mock aghast*
NO!
well then, ahem, john connor?
i MEANT the character!
oh. ohhhhhhhhkay.*smirk smirk*

oh wellll. maybe Charmaine has a thing for men with big guns.

okay, now I've things to clear.

I'm sorry if I'd hurt you. I didn't mean to. I never knew that it would cut right through you. I had assume with her by your side, you would have gotten over it. Way over it.
I thought wrong.

It's okay that you didn't tell me. I didn't need all that awkwardness too(even though I seriously doubt that). And yes, what's wrong with being friends? Why are you questioning that? You think I would make some dramatic exit of a pyscho ex? Um. Not my way of doing things. (that you ask Ming Zhao. he'd be happy I assure you)

Did you read toooo much fiction? YA overdose? Cause I'm reality.

I'm serious, really. Warts and all.
You know you're over it. Maybe a few scratched scars, but it will be fine. Must be fine by now right? Awww, c'mon! Get your butt off the ground and entwined your fingers with hers! Hurry!

Ohyeah, anyone heard the song "Don't Trust Me" by 3OH!3? Catchy but naughty. Like, very, very dirty. it's no surprise-Daughtry pun intended- I like it. heh.

pooo. back to slaving over the stupid kesihatan folio. yup, it's way past working time but that's the way I roll.
(= hugs.

trivia: lil bro alson pronounces terminator- termitator. ohsocute.

a damn messy post. hope ya'll don't mind =D

300509
hey. im alive.
Nope, I wasn't the one who was in the blaring ambulance being carted off to ER.

I'm tired. Exams have successfully squeeze the life outta me.
(pssst CHS-ians! went the goin gets tough, the tough gets goin! Good luck for ya mid-terms! mwahahaha mine's over boo you)

oh. I guess I'll just rant out my emotions feelings etc.

You were the best English teacher. Cool, fun and entertaining. Thanks for marking my papers. You allowed me to have my say in it, unfold my potential in writing. I've still tresure them in my files. (I swear I won't use swear words again!) You'll be okay, Mdm Doreen. Soon enough you'll be fit to shout to those noisy students in your loud, booming voice.

Good luck with your new girl. Don't make the same mistakes as I did.

Why oh why do you have to confuse me? Act all happy and funny when you're hiding something beneath. Stop it. Let it go.
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oh. I currently have 11 drafts. andyeah, this is one of 'em.
I just, blog a little, then a butterfly comes and I running after it, and my post goes becomes a draft. Bullshit I know, but hellyeah I'm easily distracted. Not the omg-it's-Pn.Cheam-run! kind of distracted or in a way, alerted, -okay, I'm starting to go yabbayabba- but you DO get the idea, right?

So. I did a quick round of my pals' blogs, and ohhelllllllyes I'm so damn happy that midterms are over and, thanks for reminding me sis Ning, B-day is near!

nyehehehe yup im hinting y'all homosapiens out there (x

shoutout to my budddddies :D

tofu omg you should be in penang now, like freakin here right?? I'm so sorry I didn't call you earlier cuz my phone's batts are dead(also practically everything in between in case you haven't notice) and I CAN'T REACH YOU!! i mean, 010? are you sure this number exists?

veronica ooooookay. about your letter. lost in the mail, i suppose?
i'll get back to you.

criminal mastermind your letter. uh-huh. the postpeople felt the bomb in the letter and confiscated it. yes my grandad bailed me out.

pining-for-the-girl-who-has-emigrated guy sorry. I was watching movies the time you called and yeah, my phone blacked out. i'll call.

zining 14 days & counting!! ;D ;D ;D

aidou any juicy updates? teehee will try to catch you on msn! =D

loki oh great. everybody in the percussion section nows HOW to doublestroke except me. oh great fuh-reakin great. teach me. Please?

renie woah. braces and bikini? hahaha, see? Told ya you are a model-in-makin';)

Went to a super todayyyy. People here call supermarket-super. suuuuuuuuuUPER. hahaha.
My grandma loves going to the super. Also my aunt. Oh yeah, and add in my mom. Plus the under six set. Then I have to tag along. weesh.

my family was going nuts over a crazy stock clearance and I happened to stumble by the clothes section. Guess what did I find?

dadadadadeeedaaa! a very very adorable top.
for- RM 8.00.

details details! it's a in-your-face red and splattered with a cool font that reads "breathtaking". will go perfectly with:

&


I'm also on the lookout for:



(= biker jackets


(= hoodies (can't seem to find a perfect one that really does fit nicely at the shoulders)


(= chucks. always cute.

Eunice ahh eunice... my blog is not even half dead, it's DEAD.
The zombie kind, though. Undead.
facebook dead, nuffnang dead, plurk dead, letters also dead. omg exams, so gonna BE dead.

Resident Evil dead-isshh!
*Zombie with icky tongue hanging out*
Use your imagination ;D
Okay, Imma a little too scared to put a zombie picture here. Must be the Deja Vu my mom and I watched yesterday. Great movie-too bad I missed the explosion at the beginning-, awesome plot but, deja vu gives me heebie jeebies. Eeeesh.

Oh yeah, remember the last post, messy scribbles and all? I left in a great hurry for tuition, didn't I?

I went to the centre, hopped off the car, and went up the flight up stairs.
Only to find that tuition had been cancelled.

I know, major dotdotdot moment.

Whattodo? Sigh, I was daydreaming in class, kays?

Went back downstairs but my grandad had already driven off.

Whattodo, again? Sigh, walk home.

My house wasn't far, two or three blocks away only methinks, and I had been walking a lot lately with Fels, exploring my neighbourhood y'know? so yeahlah, balik rumah jalan kaki.

The only drawback was it already was kind of dark and in case you haven't notice, I'm a girl :D . Therefore had to be careful or risk being chopped into whoknowshowmany pieces. *shiver*

I got home safely, thanks.

Friday, Labour Day...mmm, considered a while getting bangs and another ear-piercing, but shrugged off the thought later. A wedding dinner was on the schedule, was flipping through my rather limited-space closet box when my oh-so-stylish aunt came to my rescue.

Aunt. Thrusts zebra print top at me. Runs away.


here's a picture :D

And, I shall stop here. I'd probably continue on scribbling on a next post and be stopped by my mom saying-no, not saying- ahem, SCREECHING:

"YOU NOTHING TO DO AH?? HAR? SO FREE? GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK LAH!! GO STUDYYYYY!"

.

okay. I neglected my blog. This month, especially.
I'm sorry )=

Honestly. I just didn't feel like sharing. It was like I was the kid in the park who got the biggest scoop of of ice-cream and I didn't want to share with the other kiddies.

Must be the pig flu.

*laughs*

Sorry yeah, folks.

My blog's getting duller and duller each day, yet I find the things in my life getting brighter. Seriously.


#1 My fab friends. Friend, for this photo. This is Felicia ans she believes in splurging on food and MNG. Love her.

#2 omg ketua disiplin called. *guffaws* FYI Everytime he calls, I'll always be in the car AND when I call, he too would be heading to somewhere in vehicle. He told me that currently he's into reading. Novels. Whoa. Like finally I influence him in something good rather than dying his brain yellow.

pssssst bitch alert bitch alert!! (remember HLVs?)

ummmmmmm I have tuition I really gotta go but I be back soon to complete this.

"You make me sick" quote tofu :)

Experienced a nosebleed just now(the 2nd in my life, refer old posts for the 1st xD). I seriously think that my school canteen has something to do with that. Either that or I'm paranoid.
Yes, I know you there in front of the comp picked paranoid.

But it's just so weird when I ate a bowl of wantan mee, I had a tummy ache later that night. The oh-so-stubborn me still couldn't resist the yummy wantan mee the next day, so yeah I came home with yet another achy breaky tummy. Haha, seems that the only "safe" food for me are nasi lemak and laksa at the canteen.

I could live with that.
Okay well, maybe not.

imissCHS's nuggets. And french fries. Burger. Roti canai. UWAAAAAAAHS.
*depressed*
who the hell dares complain about CHS's food? ROAR.

Endured a hellish period at bengkel, again.
My teacher tore up my sketches of my reka bentuk projek because I used a freakin ruler to draw 'em.
Jeezes, woman.
I wasn't even sad or angry. In fact, I was amused.
Do I need to tell you, my dear Cik/Pn. Tan Sie Peng, that you looked like a utter madwoman when you tore up my beloved sketches? And, trust me, that is SO not a good look. By the way, your outfit sucked so bad too.
Moreover, your ahem ahem, behaviour didn't win you brownie points with motha f*ckin earth either. Waste paper lahh you.

Yeh, I'm pissed. But just a lil'=D

So, conclusion is: KH teachers are crazy. But I forgive them due to those awful tingtinktongtonk sounds they suffer in the bengkels. Poor souls.

Lotta pichas the next post! susssspense xDD

hiiiiyaaah!

mmmmmmmmmm first things first
Happpy Birthday Renie <3

seems like I know a lot April babies... Afifah's on Saturday and Yung Hyung's on Monday(we're gonna celebrate theirs together on Sunday at Sunway)and Krystal's...

happy birthday y'all
have fun =D

Went for band practice this morning...yawn. This time I didnt arrive late. Yay me :D
Was gonna practice my drum solo on the snare(my favourite xD- I seriously hope I pass my exams and get that spot) when the conducter came and 'tutti-ed' us.

Eh. I scrrrrewed up on the big big drum again. I think it's called a base drum or someeething.

oh well. "practice looooh ben dan!"-that's what my aheeem, "senior" said(she's the same age as me and also a hell lotta shorter than me *guffaws* yet she INSISTS being called senior). Haha, loveee her Ennnn.

oh and FYI(this message is directed indirectly at the eva-ahmazing Loki-sama) my fellow transfer friend-the one from Sabah-, she HAS a drum set.

*glee*

LOL okay it's real random.
sorry :)

Kesihatan project's undone, ah jeez, signing off now.
Stay happy! ;D

pssst miku! I reckon he's obsessed with ya xD

Liquid LOVE

My liquid was taken away by the discipline master.
F*ck you.

I love my liquid. I freakin loved it. And you took it away from me.
When I get my liquid back, it's so going up your ass, you asshole.

GIMME BACK MY LIQUID!
roooooar.

Those who know me, y'guys know I treasure my liquid very much, right? And now, it's taken. Jeez, what's with the damn school rules anyway? No liquid? God, really. What kind of sick rule is that?

Damn. I want my liquid back.

Everytime I reach into my pencil box and find that it's not there, it kinda-okay, weirdly-hurts.
And I SO do not like crossing, or correction-taping, or placing a sticker on the wrong answer.

gimmmme back my liquid, damn you, sir goh!
i effin demand you!

yeeeeee yeeeeeer... So many projects to be done here.
Kesihatan... ehm, KH... Sejarah too methinks.
Aiya, I'll just chuck it to the back of my mind and pretend I don't know a single thing about those freakin projects.
Sounds convincing, no? ;D

oooooh the popcorn's poppin, Marley and Me awaits! toodle-o~

Listen to the thunder

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Rained heeeeavily, like real hard rain, yesterday and today.
Everybody got wet and sexy.
Seriously, my school actually flooded-like, okay, mini-flood, but still LAAH aight?- and the water(it kinda smelt like sea water) was up to my ankles.
Winds were gushing, papers were flyin, students were mock-screamin and me, sitting by the door, kepo-ly stuck my head out.
The trees were swaying and it leaves was desperately hangin on.
Damn, what a rain.
Pulled my head back in and realised that my hair had gone beserk.
Eckk.
It's nice when it rains. Haha, the teachers don't feel like teaching anymore(and my pregnant teacher had became un-pregnant so yah, she was on maternity leave therefore a young guy was replacing her) so the students were running around, laughing.
Made me reminisce about those showers at CHS.
aaah.
Most students had umbrellas there at CHS cuz it rained frequently but it doesnt rain much here at the pearl of the orient(Yeh, you sweat a whole lot here). Heavy rain meant coming to school in slippers the next day, hah.
(well, angku said those who came wearing slippers were demerit'd. LOL)

Oh, and another thing. Either it was your family coming to your rescue with a umbrella or your significant other shielding you from the rain with, um, various things eg. newspaper, jacket, huge leaves... =)

I was excluded. Obviously. Eh.

Nah, it's okay. Just a teeeeeny disappointed. (hah, like I have to the right to be)

My bandmates were right behind me(even though I didnt know that until they arrived at the bus stop, drenched). We joked about being tough and fearless in the rain, heehs.

Let there be a someone waiting for me with a umbrella or some other rain-shielding object xD when it rains next time, yeah? ;)

"i love walking in the rain because no one knows i'm cryin"